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Plans for holidays: →Get some jobs after my SPM →Learn many instruments that I like especially ukulele →Go here and there with fellows →Learn to console myself →stable my hot temper →Get more new friends
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向梦前进
喜欢一种踏实感。踏踏实实的生活,踏踏实实的爱情。所谓踏实也并不是沉闷,而是另一种高层次的安全感。 我希望将来,把我叫醒的是初起的晨光而非扰人清梦的闹钟。那种阳光撒在脸上的感觉,那种温暖,那种活着的踏实。或许我就是那种心里住着老人的年轻女孩,我要的生活就是那么简单: 每天早上都可以跟吃家人一起早餐 努力工作后得到的是同事一声真心的再见 三不五时可以跟好友喝喝下午茶 每年都旅行充实自己 就算本地也可以 家人之间没有秘密 没有隔阂 当然,轰轰烈烈生活不是不好。但我不喜欢每天都充满刺激。如果每天都充满刺激,刺激还算什么刺激? 姐姐心脏不好,受不了太大的刺激。惊喜? 特别节日来就好 唯一渴望的挑战,就是来一次一个人的背包旅行。 好了 梦做完了 该滚回历史书堆去 掰。
自由
I know I should not be here in this particular moment. Yet, I can't read anymore as my mood ran away suddenly and feel just wanna write something. 庆幸,在这个时候,我发现...你已经搬家了。这一次,没有伤心,没有眼泪,反而是更多的释怀。曾经,我试过更了解你。不过,没有用,我也没有耐心费心费力地帮你。或许,一开始就不是我想的那种感觉,或许那彻底的只是个错觉。而我,感恩他只是个错觉。因为我发现,我们根本不适合,而很多事是勉强不来的。这样更好,因为你在我心中已经越来越差,我不想在这段匪夷所思的感情中得到痛苦和眼泪。跟你比起来,我潇洒多了。再见,根本不是爱的错觉。
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finally I'm back to my blog hehe..that already a long time didn't came here to write something whatever I like as I now usually use my phone to online and also because of my rubbish computer *I will firstly buy myself a new laptop once I earned my 第一桶金 haha okay..I'm finally on brace now after half month of trouble I think.At first I can feel the beh siok feeling from my dad since he don't like me spend a lot of money to only make my teeth prettier.He always say 好好的牙齿去弄到这样做么..-.- However,I didn't cham him oftenly because I know he just venting and the main point was he can't block me to do so. DAD,I know this will be a huge pressure for you to pay so much of money.i promise,i will pay myself when I have the ability to work and earn money :) Actually I feel very siok when I'm finally on brace.Dono why,just siok haha. I like my dentist!He is soo funny and I don't scare him at all.I always feel scared to all the doctor and luckily he is this kind o...
5 more days to gooo
its my exam still I know I should not be here but just give me a short period of time to write something although it may be non-sense or rubbish.. It's last exam for me,the relax one..(actually its not really relax,just if you wanna compare it with the coming trial) instead I promised myself to get a flying colours always from time to time.however,I failed to do that until now. I try & try but I can't control myself actually.always thinking things that not relevant during exam..okay,it's the last time and no more playing fool for the next exam *its trial don't play play LIM HUI YIN I think its enough for today.Guys,if you still seeing that I just be relax and do nothing for my preparation of my trial exam,its welcome to scold me badly
